Jane Gaudreau Opens Up About the Heartbreak of Losing Her Sons

Jane Gaudreau is remembering her sons, hockey stars Johnny and Matthew Gaudreau, two years after their deaths.

“Over two years have passed and I still feel as heartbroken as I did that day in August when my world fell apart,” Jane wrote via Instagram on Monday, August 31. “The only thing that has really changed is that I have gotten better at pretending I’m okay.”

She continued, “I smile. I laugh sometimes. I go to work. I take care of my family. I help others. From the outside, it may look like life is moving forward, but inside, my heart is breaking because I’m still stuck on the worst day of my life.”